I think it’s time for me to let go

Hey Guys, How are you all doing? I hope you’ve all been having such nice, wonderful lives. I have been having a very busy, hectic and sometimes very sad life for the past months… shit in life happens and you learn from it and you grow. I’m glad to say that I’m in the right place now, doing the right thing. Making films is my passion and thankfully I’m doing a good job at it. But with this new found pasion for my work, I lost my deep, obsessive connection for Super Junior… I even lost that strong bond I have for my favorite and number one couple, Kyumin.

I still love them dearly, I appreciate everything that Super Junior has given to me… I appreciate all the emotions that Kyumin made me feel. Al though this might sound ridiculous coming from an almost graduate student… Super Junior really changed my life. When I was feeling alone, confused and lost in this fucked up real world, SJ was there to help me with humor, real friendship and entertain me with that sweet ass talent.

Kyumin… the sweetest thing I’ve ever loved or ever will. I mean it’s silly how a couple can make you feel strong emotions and feelings that sustain you through the day.

But most importantly… what I miss and I adore now more than ever.. is you guys. My wonderful amazing, “imaginary friends,” as my mom calls you.

You were there for me through the think and thin… whatever that means… you made me feel like I have a purpose, like I matter… like someone somewhere out there gave a fuck about what I had to say.

When I created this tumblr.. I was a consumer of fun fanmade shit and then with your encouragement, I started making my own shit. You guys made me discover my passion for storytelling and humor and this fulled my success in my field now. People always say that online friends are distant and can’t really directly influence you… but you guys have shaped who I am today. You built me up from the ground. I was once a very shy, very quite kid. Now I don’t shut up and I shock people with my creative content…. not always positive .. but good mostly nonetheless xD

But when I tried to come back here… I discovered that my strong passion is gone and my obsession too went out the window… it’s like I don’t have the urge to check out the new Kyumin moments or see SJ’s new releases

Perhaps it was just a phase of my life to be in love with hot Korean men…a very important one of course that shaped me and helped me and saved me… but now, it’s time for me to move on to my new dreams.

I’m not gonna delete this blog… I have so many dear memories here that I want to go back to in the future and revisit… this is part of my history..but I won’t be making posts no longer. Maybe one day I will return.. but that’s not even certain.

To my thousands of followers… who constantly made me feel loved, funny and in demand… thank you… thank you so much for making me who I am today. I truly love you. I’m writing this in happy tears because thinking back of all the things that you’ve done to me makes my heart swell. Funnykpopstuff… i’ve always wanted to tell you how amazed I was when you followed me, but I was too shy to say it and now I’m saying it.

I want to keep in touch though with those who wish to stay friends with the real me. Yes, the real Hee Zica. If you wish to stat in touch, message me and I will give you the link to my real life twitter (that I just created btw).

I hope you all keep enjoying what you do. I love you very much. I hope you’ll always be happy.

May Kyumin be with you <3 

1 year ago on 4 May 2013 @ 12:50pm 40 notes

Update on Life

I’M ALIVE PEOPLE! I’M ALIVE 8D .. for those who are wondering

Ok, so my real life is kind of full of so many interesting things right now. My short film won Best Picture in an international Film Festival (sorry, can’t reveal details about the whereabouts of Narnia). Anyways, so people are now giving me a grant to make a short film. So I’m still in university, but I also do research and am directing this short animation… busy busy life.

BUT I’VE MISSED YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH!! I miss fangirling and kyumin and being pervy ;A;

And for those who still follow me, thank you, thank you, thank you.. you are so fucking awesome *bows down in respect*

I feel like shit because I don’t have time to be here anymore and it’s killing me… but I know that if I started worrying about that I might fall into the “I’m so stressed out maybe I should delete my tumblr” phase… and I WON’T DO THAT, don’t worry. But I really can’t make posts now… as you see.. real life is just so important right now for me and my carrier and my future and I want to keep my tumblr forever… so I’m gonna take it slow.

I won’t blame you if you won’t wait on me. I really won’t. But please come and talk to me again when I make my big comeback in May.

Anywhore, I love you guys so much… may Kyumin be with you :3 

1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:16am 40 notes

i wish fangirling burned calories.

» via  loveleedonghae   (originally  awkwardkpop)
1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:06am 26,574 notes

Kyuhyun: I wanna say that I have eaten together (with Sungmin) but not often. ..

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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:06am 582 notes

jukieteukaholic:

Good morning ~~~~

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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:05am 50 notes

thiscosmicobscurity:

His pledge to her:

i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle. i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger, and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling, sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random texts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you.  i will love you. i will love you.

I’m pretty sure I’ve reblogged this before, but it’s so perfect.

» via  preciouslullaby   (originally  atomos)
1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:04am 1,006,377 notes

wow did it hurt when u fell from heaven (━┳━ _ ━┳━)

» via  haehyukyumin   (originally  fysungmin)
1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:04am 1,514 notes

i hate when light-haired girls are just sitting there complaining like “omg my legs are SO hairy!”

joshysaywhat:

when in reality they look like this:

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and i’m just sitting there like:

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i’ve never laughed so hard at a tumblr post before.

» via  slutmin   (originally  notskomak)
1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:04am 277,666 notes

macaronis:

[Paradise by Coldplay plays in the background]

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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:04am 310,999 notes

“Sungmin is very caring.” - kyuhyun

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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:03am 1,615 notes

okiempat:

sketching forever 

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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:03am 92 notes

130303 KYUMIN at pungdong airport (*≧▽≦)

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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:03am 323 notes
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1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:03am 1,117 notes

the sullen energizer bunny: ;D

ifyoudonteat:

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I love how because he was gonna do the jumping next Kyu was looking for Min’s pants’ back pocket to put his phone in there so it doesn’t fall while he’s jumping. He didn’t even have to say anything. And Min doesn’t even mind one bit. Like it’s the most natural thing in the world….

» via  ifyoudonteat   (originally  ifyoudonteat)
1 year ago on 9 March 2013 @ 11:00am 1,275 notes

[FANACC/KYUMIN] 130127 Recording

mingclosetbunny:

During the basketball segment, Kyuhyun and Sungmin practiced together, jumping and all. In the end, Sungmin’s team lost and Kyuhyun immediately ran over and hugged him. 

They practiced together before the actual competition even tho they were on different teams. 


Source: GeamGyu88 / Trans by  VIA raichanxd

AWW!!!! 

» via  mingclosetbunny   (originally  mingclosetbunny)
1 year ago on 27 January 2013 @ 1:49pm 194 notes